My feelings just cant change ;

Hi . :D tired of going out this few days,
i'll be staying at home tmr ! :D . Hahas .
Super bored now & im gonna sleep soon .
Well, for today, went to ehub for a movie with Huiwen, Selle & Daryl . LOL .
Yeah, watched Love Happens, it's kind of a damn boring show .
On the other hand, it's not that boring luhs, it's just that it's so draggy :( .
Watch for hours, like bout 1hr 50min to 2hr . ?
Freaking tired while watching & wasted my freaking 10bucks, but it's ok ! :) .
But i wanna watch my girlfriend's an agent, seems good to me ,
sadly im broke now, so , don even think about watching . :( .
Brought out 20bucks today & i left home with like 0cents ?
Hais, "quarrelled" with my mother for the 20bucks :( .
Damn freaking sad , im left with 2bucks plus & i still need to top up my ezlink card ? I was like wtf ? :( . Almost cried cos still need borrow money -.- .
& it's all becos of me that we cant take neoprints tgt .
I should not always waste my parent's money like that, it's like so bad to them. :(
Seriously desperately wanna get a job & go work & earn my own holiday money ,
no1 . I will not get scolded from my parents cos of money ?
no2. Get the feeling of what an adult does everyday -.- . Sort of :) .
no3. Can use own money & pay back others whom i owe . :) .
Hahas, but for now, I CANT FIND A FREAKING JOB x_x
Nvm, by the time i find one, i think it's going to be next year or something . -.-
But once again, even if you have money, you cannot buy everything, that's what i always believe . & money sure cant buy someone's heart unless the person is cheap, i mean, sort of like that luhs :P . (though what i believe might not be true to some people i guess ._. )
Okay, kinda irritated cos my father wan me to sleep now .
Why is he always sleeping early, if he wants to sleep early must he drag me to sleep too ?
Holidays , i wanna sleep late cos i seriously cnt sleep :( . LOL . Eh .
Nvms, forget it, oh well, i think im going to sleep now just to avoid my father from nagging @ me all the time just to do something . -.-
Oh & ive updated the songs in my blog, yeah, sorry if you dont like it :P .
Kkay, byeee . o_o .
imsorryifimbadtoyou,alwayscomplainingandstuffsbutistillloveyou:(