I've waited for you but you did'nt show up.

HEEEEEY PEEEPS. :D
Well, school school school schoool-ed today .
Nothing much happened in school ,
only joel tan changed his sex & become yuni ,
while yuni become joel tan . =="
Very very funny luhs, joel tan tried act like yuni but it's GROSS ! .
Lols, more & more of my classmates are coming back .
From lots & lots of absentees to 1 today :D .
A few days ago, there were 11 absentees, the class was like "silent" .
Pathetic huh ? :P .
Wish Mrs koh will bring us to mac for eng classes on wed .
It will be soooo exciting . Ahahas :)
Anw, should i go to ndp with drey, selle they all ?
OMG, i wanna go luhs but haven't ask my parents yet .
Arrsss. !
Hais, actually today suppose to meet someone .
but the someone want to come cos of the koropok auntie .
Like ytd say until coming thn today also never come,
Then now can do nothing luhs . Hais .
Anw, webcam with liqin mei .
Long long long time did'nt webcam with her .
Missed webcam-ing with her luhs . :(
It's like there are so many things missing in my life
& i just can't figure out what's missing . !
Life can be happy at times but when it comes to sadness,
it just breaks your heart into tiny pieces,
like a glass .
It happens to me sometimes, i just can't take the sadness luhs .
But why am i hurting myself like this ?
Lols, yarhh, im not like "hurting" myself,
but it's like im suppose to be happy, why am i sad ?
Lols, emotions got mixed up luhs :(
Even my sist ask me go visit a psychologist ? .
That's irritating, am i crazy ?
My mum want's me go girls home .
Am i that paikia ?
They won't always sit down there hear me,
only know how to scold ? .
I can feel myself burning in a pot full of fire sometimes .
I can't even control my temper & emotions .
Wth luuuhhs . =="
After sat & sun, it's going to be common test .
Test test test .
Want me die luuhhhs. =="
Must study & buy shou ce , chi cher sucks kkay ! .
Come to sch earn money dk how to teach de :(
Want me fail fail fail .
Studies, friendship, family, relationship ,
They are all screwing me up ! (?)
Why must my life be like this,
I feel left alone in the darkness,
Whatever you told me are just all jokes .
I'm sitting down there waiting for you & you did'nt come .
Why my heart's still thinking of you ?
Does it means i still want you by my side or what ?
Confused luuhhs.
So many things to bother bout .
Anw, i thought i saw the koropok auntie opp my house .
Lols, she's like short hair malay auntie,
short short one, like hunch back or something .
She seriously look creepy ! .
Me & my sist where like peeping outside to see whether is she the auntie .
Lols, kpo huhs ? :D
Then suddenly i look outside the window again,
she's gone . Wtfook ? .
Omg, telling me that she's a ghost or that's her house or what ?
Beware of koropok auntie, she's "famous" in my class :D .
Long time sort of nvr post le, today did i post a little moremoremore ? .
Hahahahs, my backbone pain pain now siols .
Today kena paper cut too .
Seee, my term 3 life so dao mei :(
Anw, do i look like a caring person ?
it just pop out in my mind luhs,
i feel that i care bout that someone more then my friends .
It's like im willing to do anything for someone then more to my friends .
Sorry to selle, drey & jy luuhhs .
It just came to be liddat .
It's like i never even give you all any presents before & i think im just selfish,
pure selfish-ness.
Im caring but i feel im not still ,
i feel that im more caring to someone then to you all,
don't ever be angry after looking at this,
but i think that it's true .
Hais, i feel like a useless freak siols =="
Whenever i think of you,
i'm trying to not like you,
but whenever you are there,
i just feel like being with you .
What does it mean ? =="
Haaais, im selfish towards my friends.
Don't feel like posting much lerhhs,
Anyways,
Thanks to Liqin mei for this ,
Love you super lots :)


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Ending here lerhhhs,
JIAYOUS FOR COMMON TEST :D
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DREY'S BRO, JORDAN .
byee , :)