I've waited for you but you did'nt show up.

HEEEEEY PEEEPS. :D
Well, school school school schoool-ed today .
Nothing much happened in school ,
only joel tan changed his sex & become yuni ,
while yuni become joel tan . =="
Very very funny luhs, joel tan tried act like yuni but it's GROSS ! .
Lols, more & more of my classmates are coming back .
From lots & lots of absentees to 1 today :D .
A few days ago, there were 11 absentees, the class was like "silent" .
Pathetic huh ? :P .
Wish Mrs koh will bring us to mac for eng classes on wed .
It will be soooo exciting . Ahahas :)
Anw, should i go to ndp with drey, selle they all ?
OMG, i wanna go luhs but haven't ask my parents yet .
Arrsss. !
Hais, actually today suppose to meet someone .
but the someone want to come cos of the koropok auntie .
Like ytd say until coming thn today also never come,
Then now can do nothing luhs . Hais .
Anw, webcam with liqin mei .
Long long long time did'nt webcam with her .
Missed webcam-ing with her luhs . :(
It's like there are so many things missing in my life
& i just can't figure out what's missing . !
Life can be happy at times but when it comes to sadness,
it just breaks your heart into tiny pieces,
like a glass .
It happens to me sometimes, i just can't take the sadness luhs .
But why am i hurting myself like this ?
Lols, yarhh, im not like "hurting" myself,
but it's like im suppose to be happy, why am i sad ?
Lols, emotions got mixed up luhs :(
Even my sist ask me go visit a psychologist ? .
That's irritating, am i crazy ?
My mum want's me go girls home .
Am i that paikia ?
They won't always sit down there hear me,
only know how to scold ? .
I can feel myself burning in a pot full of fire sometimes .
I can't even control my temper & emotions .
Wth luuuhhs . =="
After sat & sun, it's going to be common test .
Test test test .
Want me die luuhhhs. =="
Must study & buy shou ce , chi cher sucks kkay ! .
Come to sch earn money dk how to teach de :(
Want me fail fail fail .
Studies, friendship, family, relationship ,
They are all screwing me up ! (?)
Why must my life be like this,
I feel left alone in the darkness,
Whatever you told me are just all jokes .
I'm sitting down there waiting for you & you did'nt come .
Why my heart's still thinking of you ?
Does it means i still want you by my side or what ?
Confused luuhhs.
So many things to bother bout .
Anw, i thought i saw the koropok auntie opp my house .
Lols, she's like short hair malay auntie,
short short one, like hunch back or something .
She seriously look creepy ! .
Me & my sist where like peeping outside to see whether is she the auntie .
Lols, kpo huhs ? :D
Then suddenly i look outside the window again,
she's gone . Wtfook ? .
Omg, telling me that she's a ghost or that's her house or what ?
Beware of koropok auntie, she's "famous" in my class :D .
Long time sort of nvr post le, today did i post a little moremoremore ? .
Hahahahs, my backbone pain pain now siols .
Today kena paper cut too .
Seee, my term 3 life so dao mei :(
Anw, do i look like a caring person ?
it just pop out in my mind luhs,
i feel that i care bout that someone more then my friends .
It's like im willing to do anything for someone then more to my friends .
Sorry to selle, drey & jy luuhhs .
It just came to be liddat .
It's like i never even give you all any presents before & i think im just selfish,
pure selfish-ness.
Im caring but i feel im not still ,
i feel that im more caring to someone then to you all,
don't ever be angry after looking at this,
but i think that it's true .
Hais, i feel like a useless freak siols =="
Whenever i think of you,
i'm trying to not like you,
but whenever you are there,
i just feel like being with you .
What does it mean ? =="
Haaais, im selfish towards my friends.
Don't feel like posting much lerhhs,
Anyways,
Thanks to Liqin mei for this ,
Love you super lots :)


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Ending here lerhhhs,
JIAYOUS FOR COMMON TEST :D
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DREY'S BRO, JORDAN .
byee , :)

Heeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy ! :D
Hahas, so bored now, so just post for fun .
All i need to do now is homework homework homework !
Lols, nahs, not really .
Much more of using the comp now :)
Anw, need to do dep hw ? Lols, don't really care bout it that much .
Lols, dep is like all about drama ?
" Drama Education Programme " :D
But dep's kinda fun sometimes . Tmr got dep (:
Ltr maybe doing history homework,
Do i even have one ? But i rmb having history homework ,
Kkay, no history homework :P .
Oh ya, on fri or thurs, i was walking home from sch with audrey,
We stand on at a corner cos audrey's 'finding' pearls in her bbtea,
thn there's this particular uncle, old old one,
He's riding a bike & he bang on me ,
thn he ended up scolding me go away you bloody fool ,
zzzz, i bloody fool he wad ? -.-
He bloody ass luhs ! :(
I somemore said sorry to him siols.
Omg, i don't want to get sick to grow taller or skip classes ,
cos it really feels bad ):
I will rather drink peanut soup to make me grow taller,
a lot of ppl say peanut soup really works :D
There's this stupid spammer who uses other people's name to spam say 'i love you' .
Yeaaa right, there's no guys who loves me [except for my father :P] .
So pleasepleaseplease don't spam lerh :)
Hahahahas, trying to figure out how to use my printer the scanner,
it just can't work,
gonna plurk instead ,
seeeeeeeyeaaas ! :D

Sometimes, it's just worthless to cry for someone .
Just always be happy ,

Quiz :D

* Go through your mind and list the first 15 names you think.
* Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in your mind.
* Then, answer the 41 questions below, pertaining to the 15 people.

1) Audrey
2) Giselle
3) Sabriana
4) Xiaoman
5) Liqin
6) Isabel
7) Peifong
8) Zhihao
9) Fiona
10) Ryan
11) Yuni
12) Danna
13) Steffi
14) Bryan
15) Jingying

How do you meet 1 [Audrey] ?
- P5 camp :D

What would you do if you never met 8 [Zhihao] ?
- Idk, maybe I don't feel encouraged or something ?

Will you date 2 [Giselle]?
- Of cos will ! :D

Have you ever seen 11 cry [Yuni]?
- Ya, a few days ago in class :(

Would 3 [Sabriana] and 13 [Steffi] make a good couple?
- LOL. It would be lesbian ! No !

Describe 9 [Fiona]
- She's super super cute & she makes me laugh & angry sometimes :D

Do you like 2 [Giselle] ?
- Yeaps, Love her too, got love me back ? :P

Do you think 6 [Isabel] is attractive?
- Of cos, she's chio :D

When was the last time you talked to 14 [Bryan] ?
- Idk, long time in audi ? LOL.

Would you ever date 7 [Peifong] ?
- Depends he treat me good or not but he would'nt even date me . :P

Where does 15 [Jingying] live?
- Tampines! . :)

What is the best thing about 8 [Zhihao] ?
- He's caring . :)

What would you like to tell 13 [Steffi] right now?
- Thanks for being a great great childhood friend :)

What is the best thing about 12 [Danna] ?
- She's kind & she's a hip-hop dancing pro :D

Have you ever kissed 12 [Danna] ?
- Nahs :P

What's the best memory you have with 14 [Bryan] ?
- We met & we did'nt even talk at all for the whole day :D

Who is 10's [Ryan] best friend?
- I think is Jace ?

Is 15 [Jingying] pretty ?
- Of cos she's pretty, serious ! :D

What was your first impression of 4 [Xiaoman] ?
- Normal & guai but sadly she changed alot after years. :P

Is 1 [Audrey] your best friend ?
- Yeah ! Hahaa, we both also love ss501 ! :D

Have you seen 5 [Liqin] in the last month?
- No, never met her before . :(

Describe the relationship between 14 [Bryan] and 4 [Xiaoman] ?
- No relation, they don't even know each other .

Will you give a hug to 3 [Sabriana] ?
- Yeah, from young we've hugged before, i think :D

Have you been 13 [Steffi] house ?
- Nopes :)

What's your friendship like with 7 [Peifong] ?
- Close & great great friends, he helped me alot, sort of :D

Have you ever danced with 12 [Danna] ?
- Yeah, during cheer comp & cheer comp practise ! :D

How do you know 8 [Zhihao] ?
- In audi :)

Does 2 [Giselle] have a bf/gf ?
- Not telling , but she like/loves someone . :)

Have you ever wanted to smack 4 [Xiaoman] in the face?
- OMG, Yes i did ! :(

Has 13 [Steffi] met your mother ?
- Yeaps, we are great childhood friends ! :)

Have you traveled anywhere with 10 [Ryan] ?
- Nopes .

If you gave 7 [Peifong] $100, what would they spend it on?
- Like he will give me $100 :(

What's your best memory of 2 [Giselle] ?
- Alot . Like going out with her & having loads & loads of fun outside :D

What is your best memory with 8 [Zhihao] ?
- Idk, maybe comforting me when i'm sad :)

What is the last thing you did with number 15 [Jingying] ?
- In school , sitting beside me :D

When did you meet 6 [Isabel] ?
- I never met her . Only chat in msn :D

Hello :D .
Had oral today & yeaps,
it kinda sucked. :(
LOL.
So sian luhs,
today keep wanna sleep in class cos im super duper tired. Arghs . ! :(
Term 3 life sucked ! Hais .
Anyhow say my oral today .
Luckily is Ms/Mrs Toh examine us :D .
Hahahs. Saw my marks & it wrote 27 .
Anw, it's out of 40 . :o
Ahhhs. today so sian .
Wanna sleep soon luhs . :)
So tired, cannot see youtube, the blogger thing also got prob .
Aiya, very fan luhs . :(
No offence making unfriendly remarks, but Mdm Low seriously sucks !
She don't really give other people attitude,
She gave me attitude,
See her like see ghost liddat .
So i attitude back at her lahs .:P
Today nothing much to post,
cos of the stupid comp got prob.
So ,
Byebye :D

Don't remind me .

HELLOOOO. LOL.
School's bored today
& I want that lappy ! .
my sis is gonna give out her old lappy cos she bought a new one . -.-
I want it luhs ! :)
Lols, had tuition today & it's the first time that Giselle's having the same tuition as me :D
Happy luh, of cos . >:D
Lol, took some quizes at facebook just now .
OMG, im 92% childish, I'm a virgin, & yadayadayada .
& The name of the person i will be with is John cos did 2 diff test & the ans is John . (FAKEEEE,!)
But , got one is the initial letters of the person who loves me .
I rather trust that much better cos you know wad ?
It's P.T. !!!
Nvms, rephrase it, it can be TP* ! :D
LOLOL. psps .
Sry, today abit high/hyper . :P
Nothing much to do now,
Noone msg meeeee , i wanna talk to someone now ! :(
Heard Lee Min Ho sing, ya ya ya , Sab , must hear hor .
My Everything - Lee Min Ho . (abit weird, he sing until)
Yeaah, LOL .
Kim Hyun Joong & Kim Bum sing better . No offences .
& i found out something ,
Lee Min Ho this year's age is 22 & Kim Hyun Joong's age is 23 . :D
Sooooo boooored now !
anybody can just CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME !
very sians.
Ahhhhhh, nothing to post about lerhs.
Anw, my prepaid card no money, dunno when top up .
So just call my house no. if you know , thnks :)
My parents are nagging me to off the comp now ,
Anneyong ?! (Lols, dunno how to spell) :D

Why does love always last so shortly .

Does your love just last for a few weeks.

Or you are just lying to me that you loved me ?

Khotboda Namja <3 !

HELLOOOOO! :D

Ahahahs, kept watching boys over flowers .

The show rocks !

Damn damn nice luhs .

Almost watch until cry, sometimes . /:

First time watch show until cry luhs.

The part when junpyo lost his memory .

So sad, then the extra girl go steal him away.

Lols. Then jandi so kelian . :(

But when she throw the necklace & fell into the pool,

junpyo rmb her then go save her & do cpr .

Sweeeet luhs :P

Junpyo & Jandi so pei . XD.

Personally, this is one of the best show ever . :P

Feel like keep watching :D

LOL, psps, addicted to the show :D

Watched twice the last ep. cos damn nice .

&& my mother say that Gu Junpyo/Lee Min Ho very shuai :P

Dunno why, first time watch until so happy .

Tonight 9.30pm got boys over flowers,

MUST WATCH ! :D

Never watch the front parts siol . Arghs .

Nvm, i love the show i love the show . ! :D

Ps, hyper luhs .

Anw, webcam-ed with liqin just now.

Very long time never webcam her le . Ahahas.

But now she need to go to her cousin's house .

So, watched youtube ! :)

Audrey made me sort of addicted to it's you - super junior.

Nono, she intro me the song ? :P

The chorus super nice & the dance too.
I want to learn how to dance like them siols . :)
Hahahahhas. lololol.

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Hangeng ! :D

One of the members in super junior .

Mentioning him cos he's talented !

Hahas, tot he's from korean in the first place.

but found out he's from china .

He can sing, dance & speak korean .

Somemore he's voice is nice luhs.

He's so unbelievable ? . :P

Liao bu qi leys. ! :D

Pei fu pei fu . !
Seriously :)

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Stopping my post here.

Byebye ! :D

True words come from the heart not from mouth .

HEEEEEEY ! :D
Ahhhhh, know what ?
Today super suay luhs.
After sch, went to buy temporory hair dye (pink) .
Bought it cos it's cool , denise brought it to sch . :P
LOL. Thn use until vry fun ?
Giselle also bought it . :D
School was bought & was suppose to draw pikachu & paste it on my table >:P
Since denise gave me the yellow paper .
Drew it today , according to my hp .
Draw draw draw in class until liddat :
Ahahas, maybe abit fatter bahs .
Hahas, i draw until vry happy siols :)
Back to after sch, went to buy cup noodles with sab .
Thn i spilt my soup on myself, a little.
Drank slurpee & pour until myself, my mouth tio slurpee. -.-
Brought the v'ball (sis friend's v'ball) & played downstairs @ void deck.
& know what , i today fking suay lahs, want cry luhs.
I hit until the light & it drop down & smashed into pieces T-T
I think got ppl see until siols.
Thn zao back home & got ready for tuition
After tuition, went to pay tuition fees.
& i forget to take the change .
WTF, what happened to me today .
In sch, i was freezing in class , in tuition too .
What's wrong with me ! Hais ..
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Look at the pic on top ?
This is what sab drew that day, forgotten which day, ytd ? Hahas.
Cool luhs :P
Nothing to really post bout luhs,
It's just a sucky day today,
Bye :D

Without you i felt miserable,

When will you even come back again ?

You won't even care bout my well-being & such .

You've changed so much towards me .

Is it because of you that i'm liddat ?

Promises are just equal to empty promises.

Edited :)

Hey peeps :)
Went to swimming today .
Meimei first time go swimming so me & sab had a hard time teaching her .
Did'nt work out -.-
Swim till 6 plus cos going to rain .
LOL. So went to the batheroom then blah blah blah .
Came out & it's raining heavily. OMG
Still got ppl swimming .
Took bus & went to tm .
Actually we wanted to eat subway but we end up eating kfc .
Waited for very long for kfc cos alot of ppl .
Super hugry luhs . -.-
Then went to mac buy ice-cream,
me & sab were freezing cos the weather damn cold .
Sort of very cold :)
After that went to buy bubbletea.
Wakakakaas, drank banana milk ice-blend.
Taste like banana bread ?
Walked home after buying bubbletea .
:)
Nothing much to post bout .
I wanna watch BOF, but no time luhs .
soooo, cya < 3

I've washed my jacket - -"

HELLO. Happy Birthday to my Dajie :D (she's getting old :P)
Long long time back from swimming :)
LOL. Had super lots of fun luhs, kinda hyper.
School was kinda bored today, Mdm Low teach maths until very chim leys -.-
Aiyo, had P.E today & took height & weight .
I only 150plus plus cm nia, super short . Must drink more milk lahs me . :)
& my weight did'nt really change much ? LOL.
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Was watching boys over flowers after making the eifel tower (sp) .
I FINALLY DID IT! :D
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Th show damn nice luhs.
Watch until almost cry .
Even though Junpyo like kinda bad to Jandi sometimes,
but he treat her damn sweet :)
Super super looking forward to watching the next ep. but lazy -.-
LOL.
& there's one part that junpyo need to go overseas to visit his father or something cos his father got caught in an accident .
Junpyo msg to jandi, "i love you, jandi" almost cried. Dunno why luhs .
Thn got one part junpyo gave jandi the necklace & jandi lost it cos of the 3 enermies taking her necklace to get her into trouble :P
Thn jandi vry sad keep finding the necklace & there's a snowstorm ?
When junpyo found out he immediately go find jandi .
K, he vry protective to her. Even though junpyo get jealous lots & lots & lots of times. LOL. :P
& there's one part he made for jandi the playground thing .
Very touching luhs :P .
Gonna watch watch watch ! :P .
Till the enddddd . LOL.
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pics & dwnld songs into my phone now . LOL.
OMG, did'nt eat my dinner. -.-
& my mother had washed my xiang xiang de jacket T-T .
So zun must be today mehs ?
Ending my weird weird post here,
Bye :)

Quiz Time . :D LOL.

1) Real Name: Isabelle Boon Wei Ying
2) Nickname: Isa / Noob / Belle / Belleboon / Ahbelle / Sotong .
3) Starsign: Aries
4) Male of female : Female
5) Primary School: SHSS
6) Secondary School: SHPS
7) Hair Color: Black
8) Long or Short: Average ?
9) Loud or Quiet: Both also can :D
10) Sweats or Jeans: Both?
11) Phone or Camera: Both or phone with camera :)
12) Health freak: Not really .
13) Drink or Smoke: Drink.
14) Do you have a crush on someone: Nahs .
15) Eat or Drink: Both.
16) Piercings: Ear
17) Tattoos: None.
18) Been in an airplane: Yeaps. :D
19) Been in a relationship: Ya ? i missed you & i still loved you tpf. hais . T-T
20) Been in an car accident: Nonono!
21) Been in first fight: Nopes.
22) First piercing: Ear.
23) First bestfriend: No idea?
24) First award: Forgotten. Most likely the chinese poem contest ? P1 that time.
25) First crush: None? But got like? LOL.
26) First vacation: Thailand, Bangkok.
27) Last person you talked to: Sister. :)
28) Last person you texted to: Zhihao .
29) Last person you watched movie with: Giselle & Audrey bahs.
30) Last food you ate: Bento set ? LOL.
31) Last movie you watched: Night at the Musuem 2 .
32) Last song you listened to: Because I'm Stupid - ss501 :D
33) Met somone who changed your life: Yeaaa.
34) Pretended to be sick: Maybe or not ? Not sure leys :P
35) Left the country: Yeaps.
36) Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: Yeaps.
37) Cried over the silliest thing: Yea :P
38) Ran a mile: How many km is a mile ??
39) Went to the beach with your bestfriend(s): Yeaps :D
40) Stay single the whole year: Think so .
41) Doing: Quiz now :)
42) Listening to: U r man - ss501 :D
43) Plans for tomorrow: Wake up later cos it's a Saturday ? LOL.
44) Waiting for: Someone to msg me ? :)
45) Want kids: Depends.
46) Want to get married: Maybe ? LOL.
47) Careers in mind: Pilot ! Will never ever happen -.- Maybe no career bahs.

Which is better:
48) Girl/Boy: Both are the same :D
49) Lips or eyes: Eyes. Both !
50) Shorter or taller: Taller !
52) Romantic or spontaneous: Same same luhs :)
53) Nice stomachs or nice arms: Both must be nice ? :)
54) Sensitive or loud: Both .
55) Hook-up or relationship: Relationship? Lol.
56) Trouble-maker or hesistant: Trouble-maker.

Have you ever :
57) Lost glasses/contacts: Nopes :D
58) Ran away from home: Almost did . -.-
59) Hold a gun or knife for self defense: Nopes, i maybe hold a pair of scissors :P
60) Killed somebody: No. If i kill somebody, i would be in jail now. -.-
61) Broken someone's heart: I think so .
62) Been arrested: Nahs.
63) Cried when someone died: Yeaps, cried a little when my grandma past away :P

Do you believe in:
64) Yourself: Yeah. :D
65) Miracles: Not really.
66) Love at first sight: Yeaps :)
67) Heaven: Yeaps. ?
68) Santa Claus: Not really. -.-
69) Sex on the first date: Nopes. -.-
70) Is there one person you want to be with right now: YES! Of cos :)
71) Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Not really. :P

3rd day of school reopen

Hi
My sis never put password le means can use comp again , but must study. :(
It's the third day of school reopen &
Today seriously sucked. Got confronted by my friends. Sorry luhs. Hais.
Anw, went home straight after school . Super bored .

Look at my table ! Has my name on it ! . LOL.
Copied Jingying "decorating" the table. Hahas.
Tmr got class photo taking, OMG . I sure ugly de.
My fringe's short ! .
My leg vry pain luhs. LOL. Stupid school shoes ! LOL.
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Super sian nows.
Just wanna stay happy, if i can .
Dunno why my mood sucks luh. Is like seriously heart very pain.
I don't even now how i feel anymore.
I rather die then to live lahs .
Why must life become until liddat ?
From happy & hyper become to one piece of fcuking shit .
If seriously someone can make me happy again but when will the person appear ? LOL.
Just wanna stay calm & alone now bahs . Everything will be ok, i wish .
LOL. Nothing much to post luh, currently totally no mood now.
I'm just a useless freak luhs, even my parents say im a yao guai .
Ya lahs, i am lahs, im nothing in this world luh . Happy ?
I just want to be very very happy, everyday laughing will do, i dont need anything else. But it wont happen de bahs ?
Hais, ending my post here luhs .
I'm someone that should not be cared. Thanks. zzz
& I wish sab was here now, she's always my joker cousin, jk, but when im with her, she seriously make me super happy & fun luhs . Hahas.
If my life's better . How good will it be. Not getting scolded & anything...
Oh & wish i'll be hyper active tmr :)
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Oh ya, had tuition just now.
I did my maths work guai-ly today. LOL.
& got everything correct, OMG. Happy luhs . Hahas.
Sadly Jiayi they all nvr come . Hais.
Lonely at tuition. -.-
Somemore just now sat the same but as cavan . Arghs. Is like after going to reach thn i realised ! LOL.
Proud of myself in tuition today :)
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Thanks Liqin mei :)
Posted two at one time . LOL.
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