CHATLOGS! STUPID FEELINGS :(

Read past chatlogs & almost cried . It's like remembing everything that happened in the past . Everything from the past is super different from now. Totally different . Whatever i said or write is totally different from now . Much more pathetic last time but it would be nicer & better ley . I will not remember anything that happen or whatever i say until i read it . I want everything to happen again ! I want everything to be the same as it is ! I dont wanna change my life to be so sad, so fustrating . ! I want everything back to the way it was ! Just want it ! . The laughter & happiness in the past is much better, being anti-socialised me . But now, i talk damn lots & it sometimes even irritate people, i don wanna talk alot even though i don talk much in front of teachers and some other people. Hais .


Ytd, took eng paper & today chi , did both badly & why must put new component, very hard leys . Super sianzxz, scared i fail some of my sub , i will die excluding of failing maths . Hais . Tmr geog paper, jiayous everyone .
Feeling super moody almost everyday, I just want someone to be beside me now, someone that really can make me laugh like hell , i just want someone to make me feel happy will do. it can be anyone . I just want someone to pei me can le . I just don wanna think too much, i just wanna be happy. Where is happiness now siol ? Fly away le bahs . I seriously can feel everything's fading away. If not everything but most of the things . But Super Great Thanks to those friends who supported me all along . :)

♥ every single moment of the past . Can it happen again ? LOL.