I feel so stupid that i cried yesterday/today when i was sleeping in the middle of the night which supposed to be today . Maybe is because I can't control my tears or am I really that sad or fustrated or stressed ? I can't believe what I'm thinking . I just don't want to feel this way even though i seriously don't want to. Why must I think so much ? Think until I can't do my maths questions which is horrible. I must pass everything ! And now, I just can't concentrate even though I wanted to, I also tried my best kays . Why am I always thinking of the wrong and not the right . I seriously feel myself a dummy. Stupid dummy . zzz
Anyways, going out soon and I seriously want to do my maths but I dunno how to do :(
What the toot larhs :x
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